As I continue on this journey I have faced many struggles of
doubt. My mind seems to constantly
wonder to places like:
“This is not real”
“You heard wrong”
“Are you sure?!?”
“Be real here, you need to plan and you need to figure
things out”
“You need to know where and what the next step is”
Just floods and floods of doubt over and over till I feel as
though I am about to drown in it all!!
But n Sundays as I make the hour drive from Missouri to
Illinois my mind might start in a sea of doubt, but my heart rejoices and it
gets lighter ad lighter until I am in Jerseyville and I am just filled with uncontainable
joy! This has been SEVERAL Sundays (and other days actually,) but I have
hesitated sharing this due to MORE doubt that it was temporary…but my God is
generous and never ending and his mercies and strength are new EVERY morning
and so he has remained faithful!!! I am such a lucky girl!!
Sunday Side Note: Also a few Sundays ago one of our Code
Blue teens bounced over to me immediately as I walked through the doors and she
told me the following most amazing, humbling, placed the biggest smile on my
face and heart story:
She said that she had a dream with me in it. She said she
didn’t know what was really happening in the dream, but she knew it was bad.
Very bad, but then I came to her in the dream and gave her some scriptures and
made everything all better!!
WOW!!! I am humbled!!
See I told you…LUCKY GIRL :D
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